On My "Return" to the Internet

Part of what drove me from this little spotlight I’ve created for myself is that the longer I stood inside that dim round glow on a stage of my own making, the less I knew how to entertain my audience. Isn’t that what this is all about, after all? Entertainment?

I’m not an entertainer. I don’t embarrass easily, but perhaps that is not the definition of entertainment, either.

I’m not sure what I have left to contribute to this vast space of the Internet, but here I am, at least for today, stopping by if only just to say, “Hello.”

Time seems to stop and surge all at once and I’m beginning to find that I don’t quite know how to put my finger on the here and now the way I used to. How do you begin again with the world twirling incessantly all around you?

Sometimes it makes me sick.

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